Friday, August 28, 2009
I woke up at 4am this morning....... not to prepare for sahur (yet).
Cleaned myself up, took my ablution & laid down my prayer mat .
I did some dzikir , made doa .. then i opened up the Qalamullah and read.
It was so peaceful and serene.
The kids were still asleep.
Im all by myself but I know im not alone .
The time passed , and soon i woke up the kids for sahur.
We did our subh and i continued reading the Quran, while the kids changed for school.
I cannot express my feeling , when i actually have completed the whole Al Quran al Qareem, at the blessing of Friday fajr.
Allah has moved me towards reading the Holy Quran .
I can only uttered , Alhamdulillah...Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah.
Reading the Quran has always been a remedy for my sadness and pain. It has also help me to clear my mind of other thoughts. It makes me feel closer to Allah..(besides during my prayers) .
I intend to restart again, may Allah makes it easier for me and for you.