Life is a little bit relax when the kids are all quite
independant to go to school themselves.
I dont really need to rush and get ready in the early morning
to send them to schools anymore.
My morning has been a bliss since then. All I need is a cuppa
hot coffee and sitting in front of my pc..do a little surfing,
browsing and catching up on some ppl in the facebook.
Time management is so important, cos , i make sure i limit
my pc time..and then start do the cooking and the never ending
housechores.
Oh well...but I do enjoy just doing nothing sometimes !
Just me and myself...hehe
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Life is full of opportunities.
The opportunities im waiting for is on it's way.
Im taking a small step and hope with the small beginning,
it will grow.
I have the confidence in myself now..which was lacking
the last time. Im very clear of what i want to do,eventhou
it takes a lot of committments.
Im sooo ready !
The opportunities im waiting for is on it's way.
Im taking a small step and hope with the small beginning,
it will grow.
I have the confidence in myself now..which was lacking
the last time. Im very clear of what i want to do,eventhou
it takes a lot of committments.
Im sooo ready !
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
Alhamdulillah, we've reached the year 2011.
2010 has just left us, so whatever happend on
that year remains as a memory in itself.
I have a couple of tasks to fulfil in 2011.
It needs a lot of disciplines,perserverence with a dash of
challenges & the main one will be procrastination , which
I really cant afford to do.
I'm totally committed (to myself)and the tasks.
For a start ... Imperfect Action is better than No Action.
2010 has just left us, so whatever happend on
that year remains as a memory in itself.
I have a couple of tasks to fulfil in 2011.
It needs a lot of disciplines,perserverence with a dash of
challenges & the main one will be procrastination , which
I really cant afford to do.
I'm totally committed (to myself)and the tasks.
For a start ... Imperfect Action is better than No Action.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
I really apologise for the lack of update.
Time is really not on my side for the past weeks.
Syawal is already here...visiting families and friends
are almost over...but not so over yet.
Syawal for me, is not only portrayed beautifully clad dressing people,
but it is more of bringing back the lack of sirraturahim ,
togetherness and building back distance relationship amongst
families and friends.
During my Eid visitings, i discovered happiness in the faces
of my families and friends..and most importantly , the connection
of love between us.
Sometimes, i feel that i am one who took my family for granted,
and even blind to the things that make me who i am.
Im thankful...Alhamdulillah.
Time is really not on my side for the past weeks.
Syawal is already here...visiting families and friends
are almost over...but not so over yet.
Syawal for me, is not only portrayed beautifully clad dressing people,
but it is more of bringing back the lack of sirraturahim ,
togetherness and building back distance relationship amongst
families and friends.
During my Eid visitings, i discovered happiness in the faces
of my families and friends..and most importantly , the connection
of love between us.
Sometimes, i feel that i am one who took my family for granted,
and even blind to the things that make me who i am.
Im thankful...Alhamdulillah.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
I really havent have the time to update my blog.
Time just fly in a jiffy and Ramadhan is leaving us
in just a day away.
Alhamdulillah, we managed to do our terawih and iftar
at the mosque, that is full of "warmth" . We might
be doing our Eid prayer there too, insya allah.
The house and preparations of welcoming the month of Syawal is
almost ready...it will just a simple affairs.
I hereby would like to wish all my Muslims brothers and sisters
EID MUBARRAK !!
Time just fly in a jiffy and Ramadhan is leaving us
in just a day away.
Alhamdulillah, we managed to do our terawih and iftar
at the mosque, that is full of "warmth" . We might
be doing our Eid prayer there too, insya allah.
The house and preparations of welcoming the month of Syawal is
almost ready...it will just a simple affairs.
I hereby would like to wish all my Muslims brothers and sisters
EID MUBARRAK !!
Monday, August 23, 2010
The weekends were very well spent.
Friday, we did our iftar and terawih at the mosque we frequent, for this year.
Eventhou, the mosque is very much a distance from my place,
we didnt mind driving there, cos, somehow.. it "fit" us
quite comfortably.
It is just a small old mosque ,but the interior & the wudu' area
are clean , plus..the muslimah prayer hall is condusive .
Saturday, i had iftar + terawih with my FaithHUb brothers and sisters,
at Seventeenth Ave,Punggol. This is our annual iftar + terawih sessions.
I heart these people...cos they inspire me in a way or another .
Sunday, iftar was at my mom-in-law's place. I really appreciate her
effort to prepare food for us..and respect us as Muslims. It didnt
come overnite thou...it takes years before things like this comes to reality.
I still have few things that ive not fulfil yet for this Ramadan.
I'd better put the effort before IT's gone. !
Friday, we did our iftar and terawih at the mosque we frequent, for this year.
Eventhou, the mosque is very much a distance from my place,
we didnt mind driving there, cos, somehow.. it "fit" us
quite comfortably.
It is just a small old mosque ,but the interior & the wudu' area
are clean , plus..the muslimah prayer hall is condusive .
Saturday, i had iftar + terawih with my FaithHUb brothers and sisters,
at Seventeenth Ave,Punggol. This is our annual iftar + terawih sessions.
I heart these people...cos they inspire me in a way or another .
Sunday, iftar was at my mom-in-law's place. I really appreciate her
effort to prepare food for us..and respect us as Muslims. It didnt
come overnite thou...it takes years before things like this comes to reality.
I still have few things that ive not fulfil yet for this Ramadan.
I'd better put the effort before IT's gone. !
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Today is my son's birthday. Gosh! he's 14yo and has
grown from a 3.45kg during birth to a big and tall young man.
This is like something ive dreamed about , suddenly become real.
There's lots of things to write abt my first born
and our relationship..but i prefer to keep it in my heart.
Only mothers will understand their child happiness & dissappoinment.
Im thankful even till this date he still hugs and kisses me.
But a mom is still a mom...i felt so emotional
at every of my prayers ,while doing supplications for his
well being.
The day is ending...everything goes well today.
Alhamdulillah.
grown from a 3.45kg during birth to a big and tall young man.
This is like something ive dreamed about , suddenly become real.
There's lots of things to write abt my first born
and our relationship..but i prefer to keep it in my heart.
Only mothers will understand their child happiness & dissappoinment.
Im thankful even till this date he still hugs and kisses me.
But a mom is still a mom...i felt so emotional
at every of my prayers ,while doing supplications for his
well being.
The day is ending...everything goes well today.
Alhamdulillah.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Alhamdulillah, the first day of Ramadhan went smoothly.
This year, hubby's intention to contribute food for iftar is fulfilled.
Yesterday, around 4pm, he collected over 30 packets of briyani fm the cook, and
started delivering it to various family n friends.
The fish briyani was sooo tasty n fresh. I r'cd a texted fm someone,
saying her whole family enjoyed the food soo much. Alhamdulillah.
Next week onwards, it will be every Tues and Thurs...so it's
either chicken or mutton briyani...or some other menu.
Ive made different lists of people to distribute on different days.
We intend to bring the kids for terawih every Fri and Sat..insya allah.
Last year, ive managed to encourage 3 families that has never done terawih
before to tag along...this year, ive another family in mind.
Our family Quran class every Sunday will still continue, except that we
changed the timing fm afnn to morning 9am,because, we have Tafsir class at 2pm.
I hope i can complete the Quran by end of Ramadhan,insya allah.
I try as much to observe every Ramadhan differently each year,
because I do not know if this could be my last.
This is the time when the gates of hell are shut.
The devil is locked up and his work is cut.
The doors of mercy are opened up wide
And Allah's blessings are always on your side.
Dont loose out on this opportunity .
This year, hubby's intention to contribute food for iftar is fulfilled.
Yesterday, around 4pm, he collected over 30 packets of briyani fm the cook, and
started delivering it to various family n friends.
The fish briyani was sooo tasty n fresh. I r'cd a texted fm someone,
saying her whole family enjoyed the food soo much. Alhamdulillah.
Next week onwards, it will be every Tues and Thurs...so it's
either chicken or mutton briyani...or some other menu.
Ive made different lists of people to distribute on different days.
We intend to bring the kids for terawih every Fri and Sat..insya allah.
Last year, ive managed to encourage 3 families that has never done terawih
before to tag along...this year, ive another family in mind.
Our family Quran class every Sunday will still continue, except that we
changed the timing fm afnn to morning 9am,because, we have Tafsir class at 2pm.
I hope i can complete the Quran by end of Ramadhan,insya allah.
I try as much to observe every Ramadhan differently each year,
because I do not know if this could be my last.
This is the time when the gates of hell are shut.
The devil is locked up and his work is cut.
The doors of mercy are opened up wide
And Allah's blessings are always on your side.
Dont loose out on this opportunity .
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
As i closed my eyes to sleep last nite,
i let the world dissappear for a moment.
Im feeling sooo much better today.!
Ive removed all those toxic thoughts away.
After all these years ... i shld have known better.
Building a relationship with people is not that simple.
There's always a beautiful discovery everyday, depending on
how u look at things.
i let the world dissappear for a moment.
Im feeling sooo much better today.!
Ive removed all those toxic thoughts away.
After all these years ... i shld have known better.
Building a relationship with people is not that simple.
There's always a beautiful discovery everyday, depending on
how u look at things.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
I sort of knew it.
It's clear now.
Im hurt...although i didnt show it.
Words spoken were lesser.
I think i shall keep this way, till my feelings a little better.
My kids will be back fm school soon & hubby will be back fm
his trip tonite....i suddenly miss them.
I want to have a good laugh with them.
I choose to laugh than to cry.
I appreciate myself, cos, im able to accept the fact.
Anyway, it's not my position to choose, the two path.
It's clear now.
Im hurt...although i didnt show it.
Words spoken were lesser.
I think i shall keep this way, till my feelings a little better.
My kids will be back fm school soon & hubby will be back fm
his trip tonite....i suddenly miss them.
I want to have a good laugh with them.
I choose to laugh than to cry.
I appreciate myself, cos, im able to accept the fact.
Anyway, it's not my position to choose, the two path.
Everyone has their own definition when it comes to beauty.
The common ones will be based on celebrities..of what
they wear and how they look on tv or magazines.
Yet many people understand that in the truest sense, beauty is looking deep into your soul and knowing who you are inside. It can be your personality, your good heart or the way you treat others that make you so appealing.
Love the person you are inside just as equally or more than what people see on the outside.
So...what's your price of beauty??
The common ones will be based on celebrities..of what
they wear and how they look on tv or magazines.
Yet many people understand that in the truest sense, beauty is looking deep into your soul and knowing who you are inside. It can be your personality, your good heart or the way you treat others that make you so appealing.
Love the person you are inside just as equally or more than what people see on the outside.
So...what's your price of beauty??
Monday, August 2, 2010
Bring each day anew.
It was kinda difficult for me to wake up tis morning.
I thot it was still Sunday and i need to sleep a little longer.
When the alarm rang, i looked at the time, it was 5:30am.
I struggled to get up .
Fajr prayer is peaceful. I feel rejuvenated.
Each day, im embracing every opportunity that come by
to build my inner strength. A little accomplishment
is a personal reward.
I believe, the dreams that are difficult to reach,
has the most value.
It was kinda difficult for me to wake up tis morning.
I thot it was still Sunday and i need to sleep a little longer.
When the alarm rang, i looked at the time, it was 5:30am.
I struggled to get up .
Fajr prayer is peaceful. I feel rejuvenated.
Each day, im embracing every opportunity that come by
to build my inner strength. A little accomplishment
is a personal reward.
I believe, the dreams that are difficult to reach,
has the most value.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Sometimes i wonder, why i cant or hesitate to make my own decisions.
When ive decided on certain things, i tend to back off
just because........
This morning, i almost reached the destination im going,
but just because..........
I turned back.
But the best part, i didnt feel regret ,
infact , i laughed it off. silly !
Now, i begin to tell myself...whatever the challenges of the moment,
it will definitely pass.
When ive decided on certain things, i tend to back off
just because........
This morning, i almost reached the destination im going,
but just because..........
I turned back.
But the best part, i didnt feel regret ,
infact , i laughed it off. silly !
Now, i begin to tell myself...whatever the challenges of the moment,
it will definitely pass.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Oh dear... there reason i leave this space unattended, is because,
ive forgotten what is the password. Ive mixed up the password here
with the other one...my bad. !
Anywayy, life has been the usual,eventhou, ive been having
lots of thoughts and observed few matters that allowed me to
think and reflect.
I want to make a decision but im not sure if i should.
If i ever make that decision, im not sure if the situation allowed.
The line between waiting and being patience , is a fine one.
Waiting is more like putting on hold...while patience makes me
feel having the ability accept delay .
All too often, the patience are lacking.... :(
Im not confused, i just need to pick
the area that im weak at...work on it and i believe,
success will come later.
ive forgotten what is the password. Ive mixed up the password here
with the other one...my bad. !
Anywayy, life has been the usual,eventhou, ive been having
lots of thoughts and observed few matters that allowed me to
think and reflect.
I want to make a decision but im not sure if i should.
If i ever make that decision, im not sure if the situation allowed.
The line between waiting and being patience , is a fine one.
Waiting is more like putting on hold...while patience makes me
feel having the ability accept delay .
All too often, the patience are lacking.... :(
Im not confused, i just need to pick
the area that im weak at...work on it and i believe,
success will come later.
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