You know...when I was thinking about updating my little banter earlier, I was really kind of in my usual cynical, bitter at life mood...but now...the clouds have shifted a little. But I'll continue anyway.......

I need to develop and maintain a healthy family and positive lifestyle. Im sooo trying actually..never mind if i fall back..i'll get up and try again and again...(very tired ,ley)..
I know HE is there for me.

There's so many never ending life challenges that im / we gonna face , today, tomoro and in the future. When going through difficult experiences - i remember that adversity can be a blessing in disguise. I might learn some important lessons during those tough times - (I know I have.)



On the other note , my hubby bought some rocks/pebbles some years back , in the hope of doing our own mini landscape , at our tiny area of our balcony.

Somehow, all our plants withered & died rather quickly before the landscape project even started ! *duh* For sure, i dun have green fingers ,.(mine is all wrinkled and dry..) cos, even my cactus died on me ! *double duh*

So, we still have those smooth pebbles ..in that black garbage bag, hiding in our store room..(how interesting is that )

I thot of getting an acrylic paints n brushes which i saw at Popular , get it painted and drawn or designed.Well, this is yet another hope-it-will-happend-project....*roll eyes*

I'm not a creative person to begin with...and it didnt help much that my creative juices have dried up since many moons ago. On top of that im a great procastinator !! wat a life......*tsk*

Anyhowz, i have to get things started (yeah rite..) . March holidays are coming..at least this activities will keep the kids occupied and keep me away frm being insane !!


Im such a pathetic stuck-at-home-mom.., huh !