D/E/C/I/S/I/O/N


I hope im making the right move .

Hubby's bro in law,just collected his brand new black Audi, last Friday.

I saw it and i fell in love (with the car of cos).... sooo yummy!!

It has that sporty look and unmistakably a personality.

The scent of the cinnnamon colored leather interiors , was just too arousing.

I joked with him .... I can only imagine, myself with my Gucci/Coach shades behind the steering wheel . LoL


My younger sis in law...is counting her days for her Volkswagen
to come out fm the "oven" ... *dang*! :P


But for now, i am very much contended with our Estima . :P

Im feeling great this morning...cos, i feel healthy . LOL !

I just got back from my morning exercise at the fitness park near my place.

The air was still so crispy with less pollution (yet).

There's already a number of regulars around the fitness park doing Tai-chi and stuff.


I had my handphone earpiece plugged into my ears with music in full blast , and doing my briskwalk...one full circuit is 300m... and i did about 5 rounds..Yay me !

It's the cheapest way to loose weight and escape from the pain. :P

Great way to track down my mood too..haha

2010.........

How has it been so far ....

Still toooo early to tell ......

February is ending thou .......

Life is still in colorful therapy ....


The home is left with just myself at this moment ..

It's the best time to uncluttered my mind ....

Writing does heal in certain ways ...

However , i really dont wish to rewrite my life...

'Cos it makes meanings from the past memories .....


The weekends were a great ones ....

Hopefully it will echo today, too ....



Happy Monday !

It's Friday !

Im waiting and hoping my mom or the hospital will call me later , saying she can be discharged.

Alhamdulillah, mom is so much better when i visited her yday.



On a different note, im working out through some disagreements.
I never like to engage with an arguments just for the sake of arguing.
I tink getting into verbal sword fight serve no purpose.
It doesnt clarify justifications or understanding when one is in the heat of anger.

When conflicts arrives, we tend to view it as negative issues, but
i take it as an eye opener.

I have no investment in being right all the time.."agree to disagree".



Im cool !

Choose the WORDS that YOU speak carefully ..... cos they are more
POWERFUL than YOU know.

Words have weight !

Loong holidays due to the Chinese New Year ? Well, not so of a holidays, actually.

My mom was warded in the hospital since last Friday.
I fetched her to the A&E on Friday morning, and after all the
checked up and stuff....doc needed her to be admitted.

I was at the hospital the whole of Friday, talking to the doctors, settle few other matters ... and stayed with mom, till at nite.
Fortunately, my sis was not working on that day, so hubby fetched her to come by our place, cos, my kids were coming back from school in the afnn.

My mom needed to do minor surgery to removed the uric acid (due to gout) and pus on the effected area (her ankle). She was a little anaemic at that time , so doc needed to do some blood transfusion...during or after the surgery.

My dad , my siblings and my kids came to visit later. WE managed to see mom being
wheeled for her surgery. WE decided to go for quick bite and then came back again to the ward.

After the surgery, mom looked a little weak ..but at least what needed to be done has been done.

Ive been going to and fro ,to the hospital almost every day at every visiting hours.

Mom is getting much better now and i hope she's able to be discharged today, eventhou, doc mentioned she'll be discharged on Wednesday.


Im going to the hospital again , later....but first, i have to cook some simple dish for the family, cos, we've been eating out the past few days..that is not good. I'd probably packed some food and send to my dad .



Im very tired , but i gotta do what i gotta do.

:}

Wearing hijab with non muslim families around you, can be quite challenging.

Their thoughts, why suddenly all covered up and become "fanatic".

I can somehow swallowed all that...cos, i anticipated such remarks will be thrown at me,due to my current way of dressings.

My in laws are slooooowly trying to accept the fact that im "conservatively covered".

Last Sunday, i was at Pasir Ris Park with the families to celebrate the twins, Viknesh & Vaheshnavi's 14th birthday. It was just a mini gathering... just us.
Then came a couple of relatives or extended families i would say.

She has never seen me in a "conservative" attire before. As expected, she passed a very sarcastic remarks and then she said ,
"Oh! i really couldnt recognise you at all!".

All i did was smile....hey! its sunnah after all. :)

Seriously, i wonder when we are hijabified do our face looks like alien or somthing ?!

MY best friend,Safiah, called me at 7 in the morning and our impromptu date was fixed so quickly..heeehehe

We had McDonalds for breakfast and early morning shopping yesterday.! Heaven! :)
We never get bored of each other..things are always fun and crazy when we meet.
Shopping was sooo happening until time reminded us that we have kids coming back from school sooon. *lemau sey*






On the other hand, my mom has been sick lately. It really worries me, when recently, her ankle got swollen and there's yellow pus in it. My sis brought her to the doc,last Sunday nite, and according to the doc, it may be due to some bacteria infection (in the blood). She has been vomitting and having giddiness. Doc said it could due to her blood pressure which was on a high note. I rushed to my mom place , spend a little time with her and got her to rest and tucked in early.
Yesterday afnn when i spoke to mom, she said her vomitting has somewhat stopped but she's having diarrhea instead..and the ankle still swell.

I may need to bring her to the doc again for review.

Today ,




Going for my Quran lesson in the morning.

Tafsir class in the evening with the hubby.


" The World is three days:
As for yesterday, it has vanished, along with all that was in it.
As for tomorrow, you may never see it.
As for today, it is yours, so work in it."

- Imam `ali (ra) as well as sayyidna Hassan al-Basri (ra)



Have a blessed Friday and great weekends !

My morning has been wonderful.

Cleaning the house,laundry & cooking are all done.


I am in my own space and time, while everyone is away to work and to school.


I have a few things in my mind that im concerned about.
Im trying to figure out how to get "things" done.
I pray and asked HIM for help.


I am still staying open to possibilities and surprises that life can offer. Perhaps ,they maybe just around the corner.

'Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater.

If you give her sperm,
she'll give you a baby.

If you give her a house,
she'll give you a home.

If you give her groceries,
she'll give you a meal.

If you give her a smile,
she'll give you her heart.

She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.

So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of sh*t.'



:)

Get rid of your Monday blues.

Put on your happy socks .

I started my day with happy thoughts.

NO toxic thinking !